what a life...

hurmmm,it's been a while since i updated this blog...after back from raya,i'd been awfully busy and dizzy with so much thing to do!! i'm also not in the mood to chat in malay because....i don't know,hahaa..i just feel like it,so bear with it please..hmmmm,what to say....lately,i am kinda clumsy and shitty but i don't exactly know why..there's too much pressure too handle...assignments,presentations,sports,families,financial status,friends,academics,future....*sigh* but honestly, the one that most troubling me for the time being is her....=(

before we even go there,let me tell u a secret that women always deny and men always pretend like they do not notice...WOMEN ALWAYS SAID THAT FACE AND PHYSICAL APPEARANCE DOESN'T MATTER BUT WE ALWAYS SEE WOMEN WITH A HANDSOME AND WELL-BUILT PHYSICALLY PEOPLE RATHER THAN A FAT,UGLY GUY WHO MIGHT BE A GOOD-HEARTED PEOPLE IN THE WORLD...WELL,WHEN THE FACE AND PHYSICAL BEING PUT ASIDE,MONEY STARTED TO PLAY THEIR ROLE TO BE IMPORTANT...IF U SEE A NICE,HOT-ASSED GIRL WITH A GUY LIKE FAT,UGLY AND UNSTYLISH U OBVIOUSLY WILL THINKING LIKE,"how in the world that this guy get to date that hot-chick??hurmm,must be because he is rich...well,whatever,they not gonna be long though," LIKEWISE(meaning of likewise is ")it is the same") TO WOMEN..YES,DO NOT DENY THE FACT THAT ALL THOSE THINGS WAS TRUE AND IT IS STILL TRUE...

hurm,well about the story about her....let just say that she is like,uuummmmm.....cute,adorable,eye-catched,mobilizing,astonishing,she could stop my heartbeat for a second the moment she walked through me...and the scent of her "bedak muka" since intersesi and the smell still remains the same!! her crazy laugh,her chubby cheek that i like to pinch,..owh,owh,and when she rolled her big eyes...yeah,you can imagine it right?yet sad but true,she is not mine to embrace and to like@love@whatever...ahhhh,it is so suffocating to say this (trust me)...plus, i am not a person who know how to "rampas" or "cantas"....well,it is because even we do not like when our precious is taken by someone else right?and i see this "cantas" and "rampas" things way too complicated, in malay i called it as "leceh"...i want to leave it be and see where the story is heading but i just don't want to let go..she's like the only diamond that u want to make as the only collection...hahaha,the metaphore is quite odd but u'll get the point..i wonder,should i leave it be and see what would happen?or take a more dramatic and drastic action?if u ask me to take action,what is the action?because i am out of idea plus my mind got stuck and i am not particularly clever at this flirting thing.....well,let it go for today and i'll shjare with you more when my mind got stuck again..adios =)